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Past of my feeling June 17, 2010

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Somehow, I still feel like old myself which in desperation , dying, loneliness in  my own world. Anyway, before this I’m prefer to be alone and somehow I’m still carried this behavior till now day. If want to compare new of myself to my old one there is  a lot thing change. My social’s life did improve a little bit even it tough for me to be more “environment friendly”. I know that I couldn’t live without medicine. The fact is I’m still can’t change myself fully into new one, Becoming Geek , Nerd & Hardcore Gamer always make me forget everything surrounding.

PS: although there was someone inspired me to change myself before this but something was unexpected happen…. She gone..

New Life~ June 11, 2010

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sigh~ been for few day I’m been working XD. Somehow I’m been making mistake, sigh~ I have been count XD LOL. So far i have make 4 mistake which somehow i felt really terrible XD >.<. It’s like my first time working experience XD. But none human were created by God to be perfect. Everyone have own weakness. This sem  i take 2 subject which MID and Project. Hm.. I guess need to be more seriously in doing work since this last sem are my last sem~  Somehow this are my chance to change myself into new of myself which probably will more friendly since before this I more prefer to be alone. Sometime working at here make me bored till death LOL but if it for sake of experience then it’s okie~ Although, I’m gonna changed myself somehow I’m still can’t forgot about her. >.< sigh~

Past Of Exile Memories May 18, 2010

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I guess it’s a  long time since that time.. human are changed a lot but i kinda differ from a normal human.. what childhood memories or primary school memories.. all into a question mind & blurring. Most of people still don’t know or understand what type of  I’m. Even I changed a lot, it’s also synchronized with my past memory only. Guess what what i remember from childhood memories >.< the only thing i remember was my head was hit wall. Even i only remember that memories, I’m still blur & confusion. It’s not like i forgot who I’m or from where I’m. I still searching for a answer for my confusion somehow. Anyway, with my memory got problem somehow it already gone haywire from start. Suffer from a short or long Amnesia. Only  few that really understand with me. But who care, life is not alway perfect.

Bad Dream >.< April 20, 2010

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Today, I wake up with really bad dream. Somehow I don’t know how to tell. The dream seem like real and some of my dream are somehow are become future or my part of my old memories. Compare to most memories that i had. I had more black memories compare to white memories. Death is something that we “human” can’t avoid it if the god decide it but we also don’t know when we will die. Only god who know.

How to remove autorun & restore folder option April 11, 2010

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1. Do not double click on your flash drive.
2. Use the address bar to access your drive, ie if your drive is E, key in the address bar as –> E:
3. Locate AUTORUN.inf.
4. Open the file, no need to worry, in won’t run like that.
5. See what program does it open, then proceed to delete that program.
6. If you cannot view hidden files, go to HKEY_CURRENT_USER\Software\Microsoft\Windows\CurrentVersion\Explorer\Advanced\Hidden.
7. Set the value back to 0, which is no.
8. If you cannot view the Folder Options, go here -> HKEY_CURRENT_USER\Software\Microsoft\Windows\CurrentVersion\Policies\Explorer
9. Under NoShowFolderOptions, change it to 0.
10. There have been cases of viruses like Kavo changing back the hidden files back to,err, hidden, the way is
11. Go to HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINE\SOFTWARE\Microsoft\Windows\CurrentVersion\Explorer\
Advanced\Folder\Hidden\SHOWALL
12. Find for CheckedValue, it should be a DWORD key. If its not, delete it.
13. The Folder Option should work by now.
14. Delete the files associated with the autorun file.
15. Done

Tweak for window Xp ^^ April 11, 2010

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Today I’m gonna teach how to tweak window for faster to close application and make the window it self become faster a bit. First, you need to open Run by press window key + r and then type “regedit” then follow below for more info ^^. If can’t find the setting to tweak use search mode in registry to find it. The

Regedit

1. Control Panel > Desktop

  • 1. HungAppTimeout     : 1000 (5000)(2000)
  • 2. MenuShowDelay      : 15 (400)(155)
  • 3. WaitToKillAppTimeout    : 500(2000)(5000)

2. Right click on My Computer > Properties > Advanced > Perfomance “Choose setting”
> Just tick 3 box from below.

Many year been past. March 31, 2010

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Somehow I don’t know what to say. Been a long time, a lot thing happen. The bad or good thing.  “I had a dream and it was about you … I smiled and recalled the memories we had … then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes … you know why? Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye …” this quote always remind me to someone that close to me. I barely would kill myself 5 year ago but i meet someone special and she remind me about life. Somehow she said that our life seem to be same like ” in same the boat”.  But now day she gone from my life.  I barely make myself have courage to live up with surrounding environment. Somehow I been doing a  lot crazy thing like punch to dam wall till i got my finger bone broken ~.~, jump out from bus while it moving, playing with fire till my hand burn. Probably, I’m a bit psycho. Somehow I had a really bad bad temper control which freaking had me to control. I don’t know what would happen if I meet someone special like her. Somehow I always remember her because she the reason why I’m still alive. Although, without her anymore I’m still living but without soul somehow. Sometime when I saw a lonely people, I felt like I want to help so there no more like “me”  which hopeless, soulless, tired with life, un-happy, pretending. Sometime I just felt like want to give up this life but when i see the quote, it make me remind to someone that i used to love and like.

Update website list March 27, 2010

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Been a  long time i have been deserted this web page.  Now I’m back with new update on it new list.  Check at Useful Link for the list. If you can’t see where it is  >.<“… here for you Web page.

My Desktop ^^ March 16, 2010

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Been long time since i updated the the desktop wall since last time o.O.  I use a customize Winamp skin and Rainmeter and also rocket dock to make like above ^^. Since i been feel love with SCANDAL Band recently ^^ i make this kind desktop but i not also forget my passion for my Darkness Queen and K-on ^^ tehehhe.

Life suck and boring >.< March 16, 2010

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It’s been a long time since i make a stupid promise to come back active on blogging.. Somehow i still forget what happen include the sickness that i been carried for 3 year… as usual life sometime can be suck or boring ~.~ because of my boredom i turn myself into freak of geekness >.< which i make something idk XD LOLX i can’t say about my research Xd there is only one way to explained about research. The research were about win Xp mode and linux. Well, here my final result of the research or test.